 2014 It has been months since I have not updated my blog.
Months have passed. Everything changed.
I've done my AS level exam, the results are not as good as expected :/. But life goes on, so I'm looking forward to my A2. At least increase the grade by one level :)
P/S : I decided not to retake. As I feel it will put too much burden on me. So I decided to go on with my AS result.
So, I've been in relationship with someone since 5th September 2013.
This person has brought happiness, security, care, love, everything like in the fairy tale to me.
But sadly, this person has left for studies.. Somewhere far far away.. thousands miles away for studies on 9th January 2014 for 4 years. So, in the end, I'm in the long-distance relationship mode now.
This guy really loves me so much. He always reassure things, always tell me how much he loves me, always trying to make me trust in him and have faith in this relationship. Wonderful isn't it?
Just that... I miss all the physical actions which makes me feel loved, like the tenderness of his touch. Miss all of those things we used to do, the place we used to hang out together.
Sometimes I crave for attention, the childish side of me? Yeap, I'm 19 and still crave for attention. When I didn't get it, I feel miserable. Miserably miserable. But I know this is childish isn't it?
I always over think. Over thinking kills.
I don't know why my blog looks happy by the background, but it contents always make people emo.
Fated to be emo I guess? Labels: #story
Future Plan A Today, I have made my future PLAN A.
I'm still with my decision to take Biomedical Science.
Firstly, because it has a wide scope of jobs and range of field you can enter.
Secondly, I love cells. Yes, I realize that since Form 4, I love to learn about cells and organelles and stuffs :)
I found out that those things are very interesting... Like how it works, its function, shapes and etc.
I kinda feel happy that I found something that I really love and interested in..
And I have to choose University for Degree now...
I have my few choices here
If I'm going to UK, I will preferably go to Scotland. I always imagine its a very very nice place to study!
So, List of Universities I'm thinking to go in Scotland
1. University of Strathclyde
Requirement : BBB for 1st-year Entry, which means 4-years Degree.
ABB for 2nd-year Entry, which means 3-years Degree.
2. University of Edinburgh
Requirement : ABB for 1st-year Entry (One sitting)- Resit papers not counted.
A*AA for 2nd-year Entry (One sitting)
P/S: Typical offer will be AAA for 1st-year Entry (One sitting)
3. University of Dundee
Requirement : ABB
If I'm going to US...
1. John Hopkins University
2. Massachusetts Institute of Technology
3. McGill University, Canada
Normal requirement for US University : SAT
Yeah, so this is my FUTURE PLAN A for now...
And I should focus on my A-level now ;) Labels: #sf2dy, #story
Emo time... Emo time again,
I'm starting to feel that I'm fated to be emo... sigh...
Recently, Thoughts are going round in my mind...
Some thoughts are supposed to be in there... But some aren't...
To those aren't supposed to be, why do I let it affects me?
Sigh...
Someone said to me before... Sometimes, its not about moral or selfishness... It's just to protect yourself.
Is it true? Should I listen to him?
Now I know why I'm still a kid... I still can't handle my own emotions. I can't divide personal and working problems. Two different things, but cant be mixed! So not professional...
Emo... Is it good to be emo?...
Aeng Moo Sae - HOWL ( Princess Hour OST )
Labels: #sf2dy, #songfortoday, #story
I wonder... I wonder if you will miss me... I wonder if you will find me...
I wonder if you ever fell in love with me...
I wonder if your lies are for my own good...
I wonder if you ever want to be with me...
Labels: #sf2dy, #songfortoday, #story
Officially Single. Officially College Student. No updates for a long time...
I have been staying somewhere else for more than a month and internet access is not really good there. So sorry!
 The person that I mentioned in earlier post has passed away on 12th March 2013. May she rest peacefully there..
 Three days ago was my result day. I got 6As 1B 2Cs. I'm quite disappointed with my 2 Science subjects. But its okay.. At least I passed all the exams!!
That day was also the day where things finally settled. I'm officially single, YES! Officially single. I'm glad things finally clear and burden off my shoulder yo! ;)
High school is over. Holidays is over. Now it's time to go back to reality. Study and work hard for the second checkpoint of my life; A-Level. Must get As this time.. :P
Recently... I'm happy being with somebody... Let's see then :)
And my advice to all of you out there.. Who are blinded in love...
Sometimes, letting go is hard. But, saving the relationship that is not gonna work will just make your life more painful. You will suffer and waste all the things that worth your sacrifices that you should be enjoying and appreciate with it
Face the reality. Don't get blinded by love. If it's time to leave, leave. Staying isn't gonna make anything better.
That is the mistake that I've done. It really kills part of me. I'm now filled with all the insecurities. Really.. Don't repeat my mistake...
Time forgets...
Time Forgets-Yiruma (Instrumental)
Labels: #sf2dy, #songfortoday, #story
Felt so helpless...
Noah-Separuh Aku
Felt so helpless...
One of my teacher is lying on hospital bed...
And I can't do anything...
Just can't do anything to help her...
All I can do : Pray, Wait, Normal Daily Activities.
So useless.
I'm a human. With knowledge till high school. With hands, legs, brains, eyes, ears, mouth, nose, etc.
But I just cant help with anything.
I just felt so helpless, useless.
I'm a useless kid.
Labels: #sf2dy, #songfortoday, #story
Love my bracelets!
Trefle <3
Labels: #picha
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2014
It has been months since I have not updated my blog.
Months have passed. Everything changed.
I've done my AS level exam, the results are not as good as expected :/. But life goes on, so I'm looking forward to my A2. At least increase the grade by one level :)
P/S : I decided not to retake. As I feel it will put too much burden on me. So I decided to go on with my AS result.
So, I've been in relationship with someone since 5th September 2013.
This person has brought happiness, security, care, love, everything like in the fairy tale to me.
But sadly, this person has left for studies.. Somewhere far far away.. thousands miles away for studies on 9th January 2014 for 4 years. So, in the end, I'm in the long-distance relationship mode now.
This guy really loves me so much. He always reassure things, always tell me how much he loves me, always trying to make me trust in him and have faith in this relationship. Wonderful isn't it?
Just that... I miss all the physical actions which makes me feel loved, like the tenderness of his touch. Miss all of those things we used to do, the place we used to hang out together.
Sometimes I crave for attention, the childish side of me? Yeap, I'm 19 and still crave for attention. When I didn't get it, I feel miserable. Miserably miserable. But I know this is childish isn't it?
I always over think. Over thinking kills.
I don't know why my blog looks happy by the background, but it contents always make people emo.
Fated to be emo I guess?
Labels: #story
Future Plan A
Today, I have made my future PLAN A.
I'm still with my decision to take Biomedical Science.
Firstly, because it has a wide scope of jobs and range of field you can enter.
Secondly, I love cells. Yes, I realize that since Form 4, I love to learn about cells and organelles and stuffs :)
I found out that those things are very interesting... Like how it works, its function, shapes and etc.
I kinda feel happy that I found something that I really love and interested in..
And I have to choose University for Degree now...
I have my few choices here
If I'm going to UK, I will preferably go to Scotland. I always imagine its a very very nice place to study!
So, List of Universities I'm thinking to go in Scotland
1. University of Strathclyde
Requirement : BBB for 1st-year Entry, which means 4-years Degree.
ABB for 2nd-year Entry, which means 3-years Degree.
2. University of Edinburgh
Requirement : ABB for 1st-year Entry (One sitting)- Resit papers not counted.
A*AA for 2nd-year Entry (One sitting)
P/S: Typical offer will be AAA for 1st-year Entry (One sitting)
3. University of Dundee
Requirement : ABB
If I'm going to US...
1. John Hopkins University
2. Massachusetts Institute of Technology
3. McGill University, Canada
Normal requirement for US University : SAT
Yeah, so this is my FUTURE PLAN A for now...
And I should focus on my A-level now ;)
Labels: #sf2dy, #story
Emo time...
Emo time again,
I'm starting to feel that I'm fated to be emo... sigh...
Recently, Thoughts are going round in my mind...
Some thoughts are supposed to be in there... But some aren't...
To those aren't supposed to be, why do I let it affects me?
Sigh...
Someone said to me before... Sometimes, its not about moral or selfishness... It's just to protect yourself.
Is it true? Should I listen to him?
Now I know why I'm still a kid... I still can't handle my own emotions. I can't divide personal and working problems. Two different things, but cant be mixed! So not professional...
Emo... Is it good to be emo?...
Aeng Moo Sae - HOWL ( Princess Hour OST )
Labels: #sf2dy, #songfortoday, #story
I wonder...
I wonder if you will miss me...
I wonder if you will find me...
I wonder if you ever fell in love with me...
I wonder if your lies are for my own good...
I wonder if you ever want to be with me...
Labels: #sf2dy, #songfortoday, #story
Officially Single. Officially College Student.
No updates for a long time...
I have been staying somewhere else for more than a month and internet access is not really good there. So sorry!
The person that I mentioned in earlier post has passed away on 12th March 2013. May she rest peacefully there..
Three days ago was my result day. I got 6As 1B 2Cs. I'm quite disappointed with my 2 Science subjects. But its okay.. At least I passed all the exams!!
That day was also the day where things finally settled. I'm officially single, YES! Officially single. I'm glad things finally clear and burden off my shoulder yo! ;)
High school is over. Holidays is over. Now it's time to go back to reality. Study and work hard for the second checkpoint of my life; A-Level. Must get As this time.. :P
Recently... I'm happy being with somebody... Let's see then :)
And my advice to all of you out there.. Who are blinded in love...
Sometimes, letting go is hard. But, saving the relationship that is not gonna work will just make your life more painful. You will suffer and waste all the things that worth your sacrifices that you should be enjoying and appreciate with it
Face the reality. Don't get blinded by love. If it's time to leave, leave. Staying isn't gonna make anything better.
That is the mistake that I've done. It really kills part of me. I'm now filled with all the insecurities. Really.. Don't repeat my mistake...
Time forgets...
Time Forgets-Yiruma (Instrumental)
Labels: #sf2dy, #songfortoday, #story
Felt so helpless...
Noah-Separuh Aku
Felt so helpless...
One of my teacher is lying on hospital bed...
And I can't do anything...
Just can't do anything to help her...
All I can do : Pray, Wait, Normal Daily Activities.
So useless.
I'm a human. With knowledge till high school. With hands, legs, brains, eyes, ears, mouth, nose, etc.
But I just cant help with anything.
I just felt so helpless, useless.
I'm a useless kid.
Labels: #sf2dy, #songfortoday, #story
Love my bracelets!
Trefle <3
Labels: #picha
About meee
Hello.Hola.Bonjour.Chao.안녕.你好.もしもし.(≧◡≦).
Welcome to my blog!
(◕‿◕✿)
I'm just a gurl who dreamed of an ordinary life.
My blog is inspired by clover because of its meaning. What clover means?
One leaf is for FAITH...The second for HOPE...
The third for LOVE...And the fourth for LUCK..
There is an idiom, "To be live in clover", meaning to live a carefree life of ease, comfort, or prosperity.. This symbolizes the life I wanted.
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Three days ago was my result day. I got 6As 1B 2Cs. I'm quite disappointed with my 2 Science subjects. But its okay.. At least I passed all the exams!!
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